Ever since I embarked on the biggest loser journey last July, I have pretty much avoided meat like the plague. After reading various nutrition books, it just shocked me how doped up commercially available meat was and it saddened me to read reports of how inhumanely cows were being treated. So anyways, I went ahead and declared myself flexitarian, much to my husband's dismay. But being the supportive husband he was, he went along with it.

A few months down the road I did realize there were options available... just at a heftier price tag. I decided that this wasn't going to work in the long run - I did miss meat. So then I declared Saturday to be eat-meat-day. It involved going to the farmer's market or whole foods and picking up one cut of really good meat and enjoying it. The first endeavor was with buying a whole chicken from
Hain Ranch at the saratoga's farmer market for about $20 ($5/lb) direct from a farmer and that night when we fired up the grill, it was the best frigging chicken I've ever tasted in my life. Seriously. Tender, juicy, lean and all things nice. That's when I decided, there has got to be a way. Even in this stinkin' economy.
After discovering various blogs like
Tracy Reifkind's and
Food Renegade's (and reading books by Michael Pollan), I was convicted to try out getting grass-fed beef direct from a ranch. I did my research and actually came across
Miller Ranch through craigslist. I contacted Kim Miller and therein started a 20-email thread as I asked her all my silly first-timer questions about grass-fed beef...
What will I get in a cow?
How much of it goes to waste?
How much am I REALLY paying per lb?
Where will all this beef fit?
How do I share it with my friends? etc etcShe answered all my newbie questions, one by one, and with much patience I must add. And finally, she even offered me 1/4 of a steer just as a sample to get me started. That barrier was low enough for us and we jumped on the opportunity. We did also have a few friends that appreciated the chance to try out grass-fed beef direct from a ranch which helped. (Thanks Dyl, Slo, BW and LzFu!)
A week later, her husband arrived at our home and delivered a box of grass-fed meat in various cuts. We held a cow-share party that night and had friends come over to "buy" the beef. It was a challenge figuring out how to price everything
fairly but I would say at the end, everyone was happy. (That's a whole other post altogether)

So far, I've made beef stew, sirloin tip steak, top sirloin steak and ground beef stir fry. I would like to share my reviews particularly on the steaks, because that's where I've read the most complaints. I will admit that I spent a considerably amount of time researching
cooking tips, including what Kim sent me, because I was so afraid of messin' things up. (Cooking Grass-fed beef:
5 ways to nirvana)
Typical steak preparation:1. Mini massage the steak with salt, pepper and evoo. Let it rest and come to room temperature.
2. Heat up the skillet on medium flame (I use les creuset) and when it's hot (a drop of water bubbles), cover generously with evoo.
3. Gently lower the steak onto the skillet and leave it
4. Flip over in a few minutes (i really should've timed it but i sorta guessed)
5. In another few minutes, remove from heat and resist the urge to poke, cut or test. (internal temperature was around 135)
6. Immediately tent it and let the beef cook for another 10 minutes.
7. Enjoy this deliciousness...
My analysis:- When raw, it's extremely soft to the touch. And feels very... limber.
- It doesn't look like beef, it's a much lighter color. Done parts are a lighter brown and rarer parts are pink, not read. Almost like veal.
- It doesn't taste exactly like beef... i think it tastes better. Beefier.
- It's very juicy, but it's not fat juicy - just moisture juicy. I like that I don't need a lot of fat to distract me from its real taste.
- I believe after reading extensively about cooking grass feed beef, I've figured out how to make sure that they remain tender after cooking. Low heat, less time on heat, more time cooking under a tent.
- Buying direct from a ranch is definitely more cost effective in the grand scheme of things. Cheaper than whole foods or safeway and slightly higher than costco.
- It feels great knowing that not only am I not poisoning myself, Bessie was well-taken care of and enjoyed a long and fulfilling life. :)
- At first I considered the "innards" a waste of the money but now that I've been reading up more about organs, I'm tempted to actually try them out and get my money's worth. Just like the chinese do in asia!!! Nothing goes to waste!
When I'm done with this batch - I am so getting my next order in! I've also joined the
Bay Area Meat CSA, where I hope I'll make new friends with the same passion.
========= Some Pics ==========
Raw top sirloin waiting to come to room temperature (Yes, literally zero fat marbling!)

Resisting the urge to poke my meat

10 mins after tenting... perfect medium rareness

Served on a bed of lettuce and drizzled with organic evoo
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